To Begin
Day by day
Sings my alarm
Day by day
The sun not yet risen
But traffic begun
Jostling thoughts
Ponders and fears
To do lists and charts
Dishes and mopping
So many things require my attention
Jostle
Bump
Honk
Day by day
Moment by moment
Your Word is alive
Your promises new
Your days are a gift
This is certain and true.
When I feel trapped -
This responsible mom
Born as a doer
Bossy and strong -
When my doings are a wall
I can’t climb anymore
When my heart beats in panic
And my anxiety soars -
Second by second
You’re holding my hand
I’ll take it off my pulse
And rest - in Your plan.
Each day is a gift
So instead of escape
I’ll peel off the wrapping
And think of Your grace.
Grace each moment
In sunshine, in clouds
In smiles and laughter
In wailing and frowns
A present in time
A moment to think
What good thing are You doing
In this day - in me?
In the fits and the sighing
What can I do?
While holding Your Hand
I’ll show them what’s true.
You are my God and Creator
Kind Father and Friend
Your works all triumphant
Your love never ends.
So second by second
Gently squeezing my hand
You remind this tired mama
Simply to love - and to stand.